Do you feel like a man when you push her around, do you feel better now as she falls to the ground ?

Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy.
One look puts the rhythm in my head.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around.
I see what's going down.

Cover up with makeup in the mirror,
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again.
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end.
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect.
Every action in this world will bear a consequence.
If you wait around forever you will surely drown.
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
Ssy your right again
Heed my lecture.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end.
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt she said "This doesn't hurt."
She said "I've finally had enough."

One day she will tell you that she has had enough.
It's coming 'round again.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end.
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt she said "This doesn't hurt."
She said "I've finally had enough."


Mondays, slack as usual, utterly boring . . .
Tomorrow is an off day, it always feels like I'm having it once in a lifetime, lol.
Guess I'm just gonna stay home and rest, and finish up New Moon . . . Werewolves, wow . . .
How exciting can it get, the fantasy, the emotions, these books are definitely worth the money . . .
It just lets my imagination run wild around the Twilight world, HAHA! "Bullshit !"

I'm definitely not turning in until the clock strucks 6, lol . . .

Sighs . . .
Somehow in a corner of my mind, it's screaming and shouting at me telling me not to give up.
I know I must, and I need to "seal that hole in my chest" . . .
And never ever turn back again, look forward, move along . . . It's all over, no more.
It's just bits and pieces of memories that'll remain . . .