I like girls, they like me, they look so good in their seven jeans

My hands, my hands, my uh my hands,
can't keep my hands, my hands, my uh my,
can't keep my hands, my hands, my uh my,
can't keep my hands, my hands, my hands out the cookie jar ~

This song just keeps revolving round and and around my head, lololol.
Gym Class Heroes yo! "I like girls, they like me ~" @_@

Anyway, went back to GESS this morning, the school have changed a fair bit, and the indoor sports hall wasn't really such a big hoohaa anyway.
Met a few teachers, talked a little, and a few just acted as though they do not remember us, or act as if they are rushing to somewhere else, lol.
Blame my reputation in the school, I'm hurtful to their eyes, just like how my looks could kill, LOL @_@
Played soccer at the pathetic court, well whatever, my stamina is really crappy right now, poof :\

Hanged out with you from noon to evening, sorry for boring you out with soccer all the time.
Try boring me out with koreans then, lol =X

Gonna meet best friend now ~
Beeeszxzxzxz~

Devils 2 - 1 Gunners

You can talk all you want but my skin is really thick ~

Manchester United 2
Rooney (pen.) 59
Diaby (Own Goal) 64
Arsenal 1
Arshavin 40

Classic classic rivalries as usual, Manchester United and Arsenal, with 9 yellow cards flashed in total, and Wenger getting sent off the pitch for kicking a water bottle after van Persie's goal was disallowed due to Gallas's offside right at the death of the death, lol ! Wenger totally embarrassed himself by doing retarded stunts, standing in the middle of nowhere, with United fans surrounding his back and mocking at him, hahaha!
Well overall, Arsenal was the better team, Arshavin's goal was fantastic, United just got lucky and Arsenal just got to be unfortunate. Conceding a penalty and then conceding a really stupid own goal, lol. Arsenal also created several chances, van Persie's free kick rattling the wood work, Ben Foster was there to the rescue, United too, threw away opportunities they had, their passing wasn't thier usual, always losing possession, poof . . .
At least, The Devils won the clash and bagged all three points,
and you and I just won a meal at Mac, lol :D

Highlights will be uploaded tomorrow ~
It'll seem more like a war than just a game =x


Went down to Powerhouse with Weng, SQ and Xiang Ren on Friday night (:

You came to my house yesterday, wanted to study but you ended up taking a nap, I played PS2, using the comp and leaving our work unouched =x
Nevermind, tomorrow I will study, I'll TRY MY BEST TO, LOL @_@

Heading down to GESS tomorrow morning, it's been long ~
It's a Sunday morning right now, 6.50 and CC just went off not long ago.
I'm going to sleep now, ciaozxzxzx ~

Baby, it's fact

Last lesson for OFA today, and tomorrow's the examination already, poof !
I can't practice with this laptop cause mine's 2007 version while the school's one is 2003 :\
I'll just cross my FINGERS and hope (BOH PI!) that I'll still have everything down in my brain cells tomorrow! @_@

Anyway, we had lunch at Tampines mall, and wow, your chinese vocabulary is "fantastic" =X
Just kidding my dear, lol.
Then wanted to study at the Illuma, but ended up looking at phones in Bugis, and the Sony Ericsson Xperia X1 gave me a sudden urge to work, I felt that I wanted it so badly @_@.
So we brushed studying aside and went to hunt for vacancies, lol. Retail this time round? Nope, it's F&B again, we'll most likely be located at Marina's Ministry of Food, lol. Of course, we'll start in 2 weeks time during the one month break. . .

Met best friend at Redhill market after watching another episode of the hilarious Paris and Milan, lol. Had dinner, and then slacked at "open space", saw a few indians kicking a ball around, and our legs felt rather itchy, lol. So we joined in, I just felt so elated when I kicked the fucking ball, it's been flamingo years since I've played soccer, and that mini game really feels like it meant alot, dribbling, passing, shooting, scoring a hat trick, that feeling of scoring a goal, I've yearned for it for around 2 months already, and it feels so damn good, lol. And then the indians started sucking up to our balls, lol @_@
Holidays are coming, I just wanna play soccer at least once, be it at the field, street soccer or futsal, I just wanna smack that ball, score some goals, it's been long . . . Rather then just watching.
Talking about watching . . .
This saturday, United goes against the Gunners. The Devils have found back their form while Arsenal are running riot right now, now they go head to head. It will be a classic match, expect alot of violence. But the main point would be United leaving a smirk for Arsenal when the match ends, lol. We'll see ~
Loser treats mac, LOL !


And I guess I'll be splashing all my cash on this heart throb, lol =x

Yet again reminiscing Ronaldo

Meh Meh Day

Happy 18th Birthday
Carmel Soon (:

Best friend celebrating the last day of tobacco, lol.


Out From Under
Breathe you out, breathe you in
You keep coming back to tell me
You're the one who could have been
And my eyes, see it all so clear
It was long ago and far away, but it never disappears
I try to put it in the past, hold on to myself
And don't look back

I don't wanna dream about, all the things that never were
And maybe I can live without, when I'm out from under
I don't wanna feel the pain, what good would it do me now?
I'll get it all figured out, when I'm out from under
(From under, from under, from under)

So let me go, just let me fly away
Let me feel the space between us, growin' deeper
And much darker everyday
Watch me now, and I'll be someone new
My heart will be unbroken, it will open up
For everyone but you Even when I cross the line, it's like a lie
I've told a thousand times

I don't wanna dream about, all the things that never were
Maybe I can live without, when I'm out from under
I don't wanna feel the pain, what good would it do me now?
I'll get it all figured out, when I'm out from under
(From under, from under, from under, from under)

A part of me still believes when you, say you're gonna stick around
A part of me still believes we can, find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try so let's just, say goodbye
Forever...

I don't wanna dream about, all the things that never were
And maybe I can live without, when I'm out from under
And I don't wanna feel the pain, what good would it do me now?
I'll get it all figured out, when I'm out from under
I don't wanna dream about, all the things that never were
And maybe I can live without, when I'm out from under
And I don't wanna feel the pain, what good would it do me now?
I'll get it all figured out, when I'm out from under
(From under, from under, from under, from under)


For all these times pondering, all these times thinking, missing, figuring, I guess my heart is settled once and for all, for the one and only you. I promise you, never to go into my miseries because of her, because I'm done and over with it.
I just don't feel the way I felt before today anymore, wow . . .
Peacefully, happily, it's like making a new friend, it just feels good when we are just fine right now. I don't know, I'm just delighted, and sad no more . . .
Thank you (:

And I love you for now, and always.
Don't ever forget that.
XOXO ~

On the eve of knowing an angel

Mondays are always long . . . . . ~
Anyway, won a couple of bucks from black jack today (:

Had dinner with you and my aunt at Aston's
AWKWARD FER SURE ! @_@
I hope you've had a nice "chat" with her, lol =x

Three hundred and sixty four

Don't forget to remember me

Wigan 0
Man United 5
Rooney 56, 65
Berbatov 58
Owen 85
Nani 90(+2)

When I thought it was going to be another disappointing game after the first half, when I was reminiscing about Ronaldo again . . . Goodness me, United just stunned the world with 5 goals in the second half, Rooney scored his 100th goal for United, and then a 101, Berbatov off the mark with a superb goal, Owen scored his debut goal for United with a killer finish, Nani off the mark too with a sensational free kick right at the death !
With all strikers getting goals, Nani showing how deadly his free kick could be, Foster looking stable, if United continues playing like this they would have Ronaldo covered up already, it's all about consistency and I believe this sends an alarm to the rest of the Big Four, watch out ~
The United spirit never dies !


Studied at Marina's TCC yesterday, sat in there for like 5 hours, and I hope you've learned much =x . . . This week haven't been a good one for us, but at least it ended well happily (:
XOXO.

And,
HAPPY 17th Birthday to my brother,
Nicholas ~

Nananana, hey hey, goodbye ~

We were being dumb again today ZZZ . . .
Anyway, I made really shitty lunch, and yet you still could eat as if it's so heavenly @_@
Met best friend just now, yada about this and that.
And yeah, boring friday, and upcoming weekend too . . . No money no clubbing, lol.

Guess I'm just gonna study for exams which are not faraway ~
At least there's the Premier League to burn my night time away (:

If only . . .

Burnley 1
Man United 0

No laughing matter, it really sucks to see United play in such a way. Even missed the spot kick, miss here, miss there, shit passings. Where's the fucking fire power? The shots that Ronaldo would dare to make, the confidence, the flow, I don't see the light. It's just disappointing . . .
Sigh . . .

Today is just mundane . . .

Better believe I've bled

About today, I don't wanna talk how dumb we are =x
Awwwxzxzx ~

I'm turning in early today, like now.
Catching United v Burnley later at 2plus, new boys again ~
No underestimation, on the other hand I hope United trash em' and beat Arsenal's goal difference @_@

Goodnight ~
XOXO

Brown beverage incident

That day is getting closer, more flash backs, more images, more thoughts, they never seem to fade away. My heart still cracks when I'm reminded, it's like an addiction I'm trying to quit. . .

I know that I'm happy now, nothing else I can ask for . . .
Three months, and I love her with all my heart.
But, inevitably, I still miss you, I know it's wrong, it's been so long but I still cannot help it . . . It's so unfair to her, and I know it's annoying you somehow.
I don't know, I just feel like I'm going to miss you for life . . . I will try not to . . .

Already gone

Screwed up.
Forget it, what's done has been done. No point brooding all over it, crying over spilled milk.
Just let it go, don't let one failure put you down, get back on your feet, learn from your mistakes, without mistakes we'll never learn. We can do better next time.

Cheer up people, it's not the end of the world, it's just the beginning (:
XOXO.

I'm so over it ~

Haven't been blogging for almost 3 days, was busy, with bloody CMS, and having fun at the same time, lol =x.

Friday,14th August

Did a fair bit of powerpoint slides for the CA3 presentation, and then went clubbing with Xiang Ren and Weng at Powerhouse, lol.
Dragged a jar of Vodka Red Bull, and got a little high, and it felt so damn good on the dance floor, this is by far my favourite club, partly because it's free entry for students before 11 (:

Yesterday, 15th August
Went for F1 training, first was the boring seminar at Suntec, then the long long walk, getting to know our stations and more about the tracks, blablabla ~
And then a bag check demonstration by real polices =X

Headed home around evening time, caught the Premier League's opening match between Chelsea and Hull, where Chelsea came back and scored the winning goal on the 92th minute and won 2-1, well well, surely this season is going to be a blast. Arsenal thumped Everton 6-1, lol !

Anyway, went to Alex's birthday chalet with Weng and best friend.
Drink, drank, drunk and totally embarrassed myself being a serious merlion, puke and puke and puke. Went in to the chalet apartment and dropped dead on the sofa with so many of Alex's relatives @_@. I hope this is the last time that they are seeing this side of me, it's so hard to face them again, they're gonna laugh at me when they see me =x

Today, 16th August
You came over to my house and woke me up, did Powerpoint slides again, had dinner and then you went home ~


Manchester United 1
Rooney 34
Birmingham City 0

The devils kicked start their season with a 1-0 win of the new boys, Birmingham. It wasn't a convincing win nor United were playing their best, nevertheless, they still got all 3 points. They got draws for the first games for the last two seasons. I don't know how to find the inspiration without Ronaldo, the commentator keeps comparing Nani and Valencia with Ronaldo, well whatever, I guess Fergie is clever, and whatever method he uses, I'm sure United can make it through and make it four ~

Watching Liverpool against Spurs right now, and rushing the script for tomorrow!!
POOF ! @_@

I'll be your safe ride home when you call, I'll be everything and more

Had lunch at Shokudo Cineleisure, and I just miss the days, everything, the chairs, cutlery, bowls, plates, glass etc etc etc, and of course the waitress in the beige apron, lol. But too bad, I won't wanna work there, it's tiring to think back about it =x

Caught GI. JOE after that, very very very fantastic yo !
Action packed holy cow, bloody nice, should catch it if you have not, lol !

Next few days are going to be busy, with serious stuffs and fun ~
Most importantly, CMS. Then clubbing with classmates again?
F1 training at Suntec on saturday, Alex's chalet at night, not sure if I'm staying over night or not =x. And the CMS CA3 final presentation on monday . . . .
POOF !!!

First is money, second is me in the VIP full of guarantees

Happy 18th Birthday to
Alex Ng :D
Welcome to adulthood, CC and TYY are still in their childhood, lol.

Cheated for the 2nd time for BEV test cause I didn't have time to study @_@
Gambled much today, lost a dollar in the end. I'm not addicted, I won't be addicted =x.
POOF !


Slept to Joo Koon and slept back to Redhill after school ~
CMS CMS CMS.
And more exams are coming up real fast, after that would be happy holidays.
Work hard for now.

100 dollars leh . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control

Back to school with tired eyes after chatting bullshit with you till 2am, lol.
And sorry guys for making you all rush the researches, when the deadline is this friday =X
SORRY !
And I type a script last minute, had some editing and rough rehearsing, and the minutes written last minute too, and thank goodness, we had a few praises about our meeting (:
Left with a higher hurdle, the presentation, hopefully we can make it ~

Had the $80 straight cash work again for my dad again, woo (:
I'm treating you lunch and GI JOE =p
XOXO !

I watched the community shield match, I read the papers, and they labeled him as He, as if he's god,
"Would He have put it to bed, would He have taken those chances, somewhere in a freshly refurbished villa in Madrid, only He knows . . ."
I miss Cristiano Ronaldo :\

Don't want no paper gangsta, won't sign no monkey papers

Community Shield 2009/2010
Manchester United 2
Nani 10
Rooney 90(+2)
Chelsea 2
Carvalho 52
Lampard 71
(Chelsea won 4-1 on penalties)

I was on infinity high when Rooney scored the equalizer right at the death of the game, when the penalties screw it all . . . The game was mostly about the dispute between Evra and Ballack, dumb shit, it's the third time they are getting on each others' nerves, lol --".
I don't understand why Evra took the spot kick, it could have been Rooney, or the new boy, Owen, they could have done a much better job . . . Compared to Evra's weak, powerless shot . . . Zzzz . . . On the other hand, United did very well in the first half, Nani's goal was fantastic as usual, always scoring spectacular ones~

And this is just the Community Shield anyway, the Premier League season starts this coming Saturday, a whole new season, literally whole new, a rising club Man City, a Liverpool without Alonso, a United without Ronaldo and Tevez. Nevertheless, English football would still be the blockbuster, so what if Ronaldo, Kaka, Alonsa, Benzema are all in Real Madrid, it's just one club. The english clubs are all filled with quality players all over, always so exciting, plus they have the best cameras and commentators, apart from the Champions League of course, lol.

Whatever it may be, Manchester United will reign for the 4th time in a row . . .
All hail the Red Devils ~

Today . . . . Your mom didn't allow you to look for your Romeo, so I stayed home doing dumb CMS CA3 research, finally got it done, and I've the meeting in mind already, hopefully my message is gotten clear by my mates tomorrow and everything goes smoothly.
SLEEP.NOW.BYE.NIGHTS.XOXO.

Forty Fourth

Yesterday 08/08/09
Happy End of the World part III (:
I hope you like lunch I've made and everything.
Lets end the world for the 4th, 5th, 6th time and even more, ilu.
XOXO.


Went clubbing at Social House with classmates, it's the last time I'm going there =x.
It was quite okay, only. The entrance fee was bloody expensive, plus the two free drinks have to redeemed straight away, bloody shit. And the dance floor . . . Pathetic. . . Zzzz . . .
Sigh, cabbed home at 3am, lol.
Luckily, Chong Hwee opened a bottle of Black Label, at least I drank a fair bit

Today 09/08/09
Happy 44th National Day ~
Had steamboat with family, as my mom strucked 4D first prize, LOL ! :D
Lo, lotsa stuffs at 44% discount today, lame shit. The lamer shit is that the whole nation is going to say the dumb pledge at 8.22pm, I don't know what's the reason either . . . I'm going to do such a lame thing anyway @_@
I'm looking forward to the Community Shield match tonight,
Manchester United v Chelsea

This is the game where they trashed China 8-2.
Just check out all the sweet majestic goals ~

You are my only, no need to worry

Sneaked up to your place for breakfast with you today, I have proved it to you okay ~~~
On the other hand, yes I'm very sleepy now @_@

Went to City Hall to finally get your sister's Shinee --" =x
Headed to Jurong East library after that, looked for books for research !
And nope, you did not make me angry at all :) =p

And I hope best friend will be really okay from now onwards . . .

Baby are you down down down down down ~

This accounting shit test just blew my confidence, it's absolutely inhuman, they expected us to do so much bullshit in one hour's time, fucking hell, and there goes my A, probably a fucking C. For bloody petty cash book and cash book. The composition style question is really a killer, it's not that I do not fucking know, there is not enough time, give it to the smartest shit hole he'd would have problems too, gah fuck it . . . Poof zzzz ~

Sorry and thank you very much (:
Things are back to where they were supposed to be, and I hope it stays that way.

And I'm sorry for leaving without a sound, and making you unhappy . . .
I'm glad we had lunch/dinner today, at Bugis's WONG COCK again =p
We sort of randomly fill up an application form for Graphic Design Tshirt.
Cause we saw this "Looking for part timers to work on Saturday 4pm-10pm", attractively short hours on a weekend, plus the job looks easy, slack ~

And I missed Redhill station while taking the train, I didn't notice, and I forgotten to alight the train @_@
So I went all the way to Joo Koon and back to Redhill :D

Chee Choong fun leh ~~~~~~

There's no rhyme nor rhythm

Left school early today, best friend looked for me after school.
Good luck for accounting test tomorrow ~

Feeling like I'm at the losing end for these two days. There's absolutely no reason for all these to even happen at all. Where did it actually all gone wrong? What have I done to feel the cold, seeing fake expressions, and hearing words like cracks you on the inside?
I've never expected it to come, not when I've done nothing wrong at all. Ever since then, I've been waiting for us to reconcile.
It does hurts . . .

Sorry for affecting the rest, sorry for affecting you.
I'll be fine ~

All lights on me in the center of the ring just like circus

Poof, best friend couldn't cheat his way in to Powerhouse so we headed down to Clarke Quay, he couldn't get into Arena either so we went to Rebel/Zirca, he could get in this time. Unfortunately, this time round wasn't as fun, I'd prefer Powerhouse.
Whatever for now, I've danced till I'm shagged as usual =x. And the DJ was fantastic, his long hair impresses even more, lol @_@

Anyway, I guess CA3 should be fine if everyone does their part, especially when my best friend is like an extra member, lol.

You're coming to my house later, I better get some sleep now.
Bye!

Here are some dumb videos *^%$%^$@$@#^&%
Rebel/zirca 010809 3

Rebel/Zirca 010809 2

Rebel/Zirca 010809

Russian roulette is not the same without a gun

31st July
CMS CA2 role play was a piece of shit, Chong Hwee just went blank from the moment our play started, which dragged me down as well, sigh. It's not that I'll fail, but I guess the grade wouldn't be that good either. The teacher even ask us to "Worker harder for our CA3" . . . @_@

Anyway, went to Tampines with you after that, still can't find your sister's CD. Head over to my place and made spaghetti, it wasn't that good though =x
And please take good care of yourself, please take your meds, see a doctor. You are sick, don't be stubborn please =x
Get well soon, xoxo.

CA3 group, except you :(, will be arriving at my house soon,
hopefully something useful will be done, poof . . .

I'm not in the mood at all right now,
fuck.