Tell me what it takes to see this through

Let me just take back my words of thanks and appreciation,
and then show you people my middle finger . . . _!_

I did not voice out anything for the 4 days doesn't mean I don't mind, I just do not want to spoil the mood, I just want everyone to be happy. And yet, I still got such a fucking nightmare . . .
Anyway, I just got to pay $75 for the whole chalet, and you paid the $200 deposit in which you could have got it back, you could have had fun without paying a single cent but now you're just gonna deal with this shit yourself, not my issue, and we might not be able to rent a place like that anymore, thanks alot huh . . .
It's not only me you affected, it doesn't really affect me that much, but it's a really big blow to others . . . And it's very embarrassing.
Studies aside, you're just useless . . .
Grow up, please . . .

I'm meeting best friend in a few minutes time, work tomorrow ! Lol.
Bye ~