Brown beverage incident

That day is getting closer, more flash backs, more images, more thoughts, they never seem to fade away. My heart still cracks when I'm reminded, it's like an addiction I'm trying to quit. . .

I know that I'm happy now, nothing else I can ask for . . .
Three months, and I love her with all my heart.
But, inevitably, I still miss you, I know it's wrong, it's been so long but I still cannot help it . . . It's so unfair to her, and I know it's annoying you somehow.
I don't know, I just feel like I'm going to miss you for life . . . I will try not to . . .