Wednesday, May 28, 2008

A silhouette waits outside my window

I'm so gonna flunk my O-Level Chinese paper . . .
I'll be glad enough to hit a C6, if not I'll prefer taking up CLB instead of taking another tedious subject ZZZ.

Anyway,
HAPPY HOLIDAYS, not !
I'll have to use this holidays to make up for what I've lost for the past 5 months plus in school. There so much I need to catch up, gah . . .

Pussyfoot - SikTH
Sheep-ridden country
They pretend that's it's so free
Falling, they're bleeding,
never really question why they die.

Swim in the lake of death
Eaten by crocodiles
So
No-one saw, no-one cares.

Can you see beyond this?
Or does everything swamp your mind?

I don't like the way
Tradition makes people believe
Like a robot saying: "All be happy"
My point exactly.

You see,
You're all the same
Dirty, fuckers gone insane
Hope there's an earthquake and it swallows all evil.

Open
Your mouth
Maybe
You'll find life
One day
You may see
Listen, these words may well
Teach you
To appreciate
Yourself
And not to follow
Live before dying
But don't-be a-lone

This is not life you're living now
Don't let the fuckers make you frown
Look in their eyes, there's nothing true
It's up to you what you're gonna do
This is your life, do not ignore
Look deep within, is there something more?
Think what to do before you act
Bleed on the floor 'til you...

(Just try
To think your
Own thoughts)

Sheep-ridden country
They pretend it's so free
Falling, they're bleeding
But never really question why they die.

So when you fall people watch you as you start to bleed
No pay per view, this show is free.

You must ask yourself,
Why am I here and what for..?

And when you die,
People, they will always cry
Only one thing is that you must be
Yourself while you're living.

Live
Life
Live
Life
NOW!

To be like all the same
Dammit, there's no use
For you to have a name
Sheep 1 & sheep 2
The 2 of you.

You really need to speak
I'll listen to you
Before you bleed
To be untrue
Bleed...

Live Life
Life Live
Live Life
Life Live
Live you can't

Stand up
On your two feet
Nobody's piece of meat
Don't listen to the fashion fuckers on TV

So now you spit
Back in the face
Of things that control & dissolve your mind.

Why can't you shout out
And why can't you
Be yourself, fuck what others think
To be proud, to be you, must be YOU
Don't need to follow.

Too lazy to look within yourself
Is there something you don't want to know
Or don't want to see?

Why not let your mind grow?
Why exclude the unknown?
Maybe you also
could see...


Sunday, May 25, 2008

Existence is fleeting

Mentioning about results, this mid year piece of crap has been crowned being the worst of the worsts ZZZ.
Talk about taking the papers for the sake of taking em', you can easily look at subjects that I put effort on with one look, the rest were just plain care-less or even no-care-at-all work . . .
And all these got me ended up getting the last place among all sec 5 students, "Wow..."
With a stunning 41 points for L1R4 and 50 for L1R5. And I must be so damn thick-skin not to be ashamed of my results. My dad was sort of, on the verge of disowning me when he questioned me after looking at my results, asking if I still wanna continue with my studies, if not he wouldn't give me a single cent at all ZZZ.
Next up, Prelims, O Levels. It's time to really get serious, procrastinations no more. But, easy to be said than done, the next moment I'll find myself getting distracted.
Gah, I'll try my very best, I guess . . .


Champions League Final in Moscow
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Home made from T. Ben on Vimeo.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Champions of Europe

You bet this is gonna be one heck of an entry . . . .
Manchester United are crowned European Champions, finishing this season in perfect style.
After 7 years of watching soccer, this has got to be the most emotional one out of all the emotional ones . . .
Mancester United 1
Ronaldo 26
Chelsea 1
Lampard 45
(Manchester United won on penalties 6-5)

First half
United dominated the game in the first half in which led to a goal scored by none other than that familiar goal scorer, Cristiano Ronaldo, which put United on a 1-0 lead. It was a piece of clever link up play between Brown and Paul Scholes which leads to the former whipping in a great cross with his weaker left foot, and Ronaldo leaps up unchallenged, followed by an exquisite header to score a wonderful goal.


Unfortunately, Tevez and Carrick squandered golden opportunities which could put United on a dominent lead.
And at the stroke of half time, Frank Lampard picks up a deflected ball shot by Essien and puts it pass van der Sar to equal the scoreline, 1-1.




Second half and Extra time.
Chelsea undoubtly dominated this time round and gave United a hell lot of pressure. There were heart stopping moments when Drogba's curler in the 78th minute clips the outside of the post and Lampard's sweet shot with his left foot only to kiss the underside of the woodwork which denied Chelsea to take the lead.

Ryan Giggs who came on as a substitude almost scored the winner when Evra made a great run down the left flank and cuts it back to Giggs whose shot was saved by John Terry's head . . .

Controvesial yet again, as Drogba slapped Vidic in the face and got himself an infamous straight red card on such a majestic occasion.




The nerve shredding penalty shoot-out
This is where the emotional rollercoaster starts. . .
Bang bang, both Tevez and Carrick sent Cech the wrong way, on the other hand van der Sar conceded the first two shoot-outs too.
This is where Ronaldo steps up for United's 3rd penalty taker. Of all players, it's Ronaldo, who lets fly a unconvincing penalty, very easily predicted by Cech and he saved it. This is where tears started breaking out, I was in utter fear United will fail after coming this far, I clenched on to my Manchester United jersey even harder and hoped for a miracle.

Lampard, Hargreaves, Ashley Cole and Nani scored the following penalty shoot-outs.

Then it was the Chelsea captain, John Terry's turn to step up and take the assumed to be last kick of the game and win the Champions League once and for all.
I didn't dare to watch, I closed my eyes as more tears trickled down my cheek. Then a split second after I heard the ball being kicked, I opened my eyes in absolute disbelief, I saw van der Sar went the wrong way and Terry slips and struck the ball against the post yet again to deny Chelsea being victors.



The mood changed like the speed of of light, turning the tears of fear to tears of joy, followed by a cry of victory as van der Sar went the right way and stopped Anelka's shot and winning the god damn Champions League for Manchester United !


Ronaldo crying out all his relieved and joy after the shoot-out, he would have been the villian should John Terry scored the shoot-out.


This is one of the most memorable, or even the most memorable moment in football I've ever witnessed. The anxiety level just kept escalating right until the final whistle of all final whistles was blown. When you just thought Chelsea are gonna bring home the silverware, the devil's wrath struck, and the tables turned, turning your emotions the latter way. This why they say the beautiful game can make grown men cry . . .
Sweet revenge
for last season's FA Cup final when Chelsea defeated United.
Call the referee baise, say how lucky United were, it cannot change the fact that Manchester United, the club that I love with all my heart, are Champions of Europe.
For the players,for the fans, for the 50th Munich Tragedy Anniversary,
love them, hate them . . .

Truly, this is Manchester United.


Man of the Match
This has got to be Ronaldo's best season in his life . . .
Premiership Champions, PFA Player of the Year, PFA Golden Boot Award, 42 goals, Champions League Winner. European Golden Ball and Golden Boot Award should be his this season. Simply magnificent . . .



Okay, I said no videos, but I am gonna post this one, cause it's just too good.
The penalty shoot-out !



Anyway, I don't know why, but the Champions League surely made an impact on the school.
Out of 39 people, only 13 from my class were present. The canteen during recess was so dead . . . Really, you can see the drastic change compared to the usual school days
No CC, no Alex, no TYY, no Weiyuan, no Shunhui, that group of girls were absent, that group of guys were absent, etc, NOTHING!
Still, with the likes of the infamous rejects acting as if they owned the day, it just spoils my appetite, my mood, my day zzz.
But still, I'd kept a smile throughout =D

Manchester United,
Thank you for this extraordinary season.

Monday, May 19, 2008

Champions and ultimate champions to be

Cristiano Ronaldo - PFA Player of the Season 2007/2008


Real Madrid v Levante - Highlights


Real Madrid - Party at the Bernabeu


Champions League Final Preview - Manchester v Chelsea


Manchester United- The Road to Moscow

Wearing no un-der-wear, to slip it up and bang bang

Party at the Bernabeu

Real Madrid 5

van Nistelrooy 23, 41
Sergio Ramos 28, 78
Sneijder 55
Levante 2
Geijo 53, 64


I've made a mistake about Ruud scoring his 17th goal in the last post, in fact it was his 18th. And even with an injury spell midway through the season, the dutchman scored a whooping 20 goals for Real Madrid this season after scoring 2 goals against Levante (:
It's been long since I've watch Real Madrid live. I've watched, I've shed tears of joy once again, as they partied and lifted the La Liga trophy at the Bernabeu.
The season has finally come an end and thank you, Real Madrid, for making it possible once again, CAMPEONES !



FA Cup Final

Cardiff 0
Portsmouth 1
Kanu 37

The FA Cup final was rather one sided, as the Premiership side, Portsmouth take on the Championship side, Cardiff. Nevertheless, it was a rather breathtaking game, and Portsmouth turned out to be worthy winners in the end (:


Next up,
Champions League Final
Manchester United v Chelsea
22nd May 2008

Be there or be square . . .

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

For this display of deceit

More pictures taken . . .




Actually when it was quite disheartening, many had forgotten that it was my birthday, the amount of messages, comments, and tags wishing me a happy birthday had greatly decreased compared to the previous years. And after my birthday, I continued waiting for belated wishes, but to no avail ZZZ.
Ah whatever, at least I still have the closest ones and that's satisfying enough for me (:

Anyway, I'm suspended for 2 days school from school, which means I won't have to go to school tomorrow and Friday. Plus weekends, plus Vesak day on monday, plus marking day today, hahaha!
6 DAYS OF SPECIAL HOLIDAY ! XD



Real Zaragoza 2
R.Oliveira 19
F.Sergio 86
Real Madrid 2
van Nistelrooy 26
Robinho 77

Number 17 has got to be the number of 2008.
I've turn 17 this year, Manchester United won their 17th title this season, Ruud van Nistelrooy dons the jersey number 17 and scored his 17th goal this season agains Zaragoza (:

Monday, May 12, 2008

Champions 2007/2008


Wigan 0
Manchester United 2

Ronaldo 29 (pen.)
Giggs 79

Glory glory Man United !
It's the moment we've all been waiting for, and it just couldn't get better baby! I couldn't stop shedding tears of joy from the moment United lifted the trophy! =X
17th Premier League Title on my 17th birthday!
Ecstatically sheer jubilation (: (: (:
Thank you Cristiano Ronaldo especially, PFA Player of the Year Award well deserved,
31 goals in 38 games, simply magnificent, sheer brilliance . . . And thank all the other players for all their contribution . . .
THANK YOU MANCHESTER UNITED FOR THIS WONDERFUL SEASON !

10 days from now, the Premiership champions ain't gonna stop working hard until they hold another celebration in Moscow after beating Chelsea in the Champions League grand finale, just wait and see . . .

ALL HAIL MANCHESTER UNITED !

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Seventeen


When it all came to a point when after a few minutes passed 12am, when I thought my 17th birthday's gonna be a bummer, I was wrong, I was so decieved. They just made me feel so miserable, and then pop up with surprise which caused a mood turnover in a mere split second, leaving me in a stupefying state for the moment when the moving birthday song was sang and a magical birthday cake with seventeen candles appearing right infront of my eyes out of a sudden, astonishingly making it the best birthday of my life for the past seventeen years . . . And that's what I call felicity in disguise !

And then we spent the whole night indulging ourselves, drinking our hearts out, laughing our ass off, there was an abundance of joy and jubilation! It was a really fruitful occasion and I just love you guys so fucking much ! =D
















To all of you that wished me a happy birthday,
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH (:

Specially to TYY, Weng, Alex, Fab and Daniel,
THANK YOU ALL FUCKING MUCH! I'll forgive you all for cheating my feelings, haha! I've to admit I would have been moved to tears, you guys tricked me inside out, upside down (Eh, you think I nothing is it?! XD). But still, thank you all so much, I'm really grateful to you guys. You guys are not superficial, you guys are my genuine great friends and I'll cherish all these memories for the rest of my life (: ps: TAN! YONG! YANG! BOMB! AHH!


To my pretty mommy,
HAPPY MAMA'S DAY =D


To brother J,
I hope you'll see this. I don't know what hell you're going on these few days, and you sure are drifting into another world, away from me, away from us. I don't know what the f. you're doing out there, I don't you know if you meant it when you said I was your best brother, maybe a a month ago, yes, but now, I don't see the word "brother" between us anymore, it's just like a mere greeting with no heart feelings put in the word "brother". Don't say that I'm the one changing, I've never change, I've always been here, unchanged, with the same people I've been for the past 5 years. I'm writing this cause I don't know how to voice it out to you personally, you would give me tons of reasons and make me feel out of words, making it seems like you're always right, you're doing the right thing. I just hope for is you, to be just who you used to be. Do you even know how I felt with your presence fading away more and more with every passing day ? I doubt you even felt a thing, you seem to be having so much fun with the new people. Please, spare a thought for me, for the ones who've with you for the past 5 years, they've been questioning me about you and do you know how it fucking feels when I just gave them back a mere "I don't know". Just take this as an advice, it's your choice, no one can force you to change, no matter how hard I hope that the person I knew before this You would come back, it's still up to you, I'm not putting any pressure on you at all, I'm just pouring whatever I have in mind . . .
Anyway, HAPPY BIRHTDAY (:

Saturday, May 10, 2008

My teen is running out . . .


I wanna thank Real Madrid for winnning their 31st La Liga Title and beating Barcelona for the second time this season, it felt like a form of early birthday present, the feeling just makes me feel proud whenever I speak about Real.
So, here are the highlights . . .
Osasuna v Real Madrid - Robben's equalizer and Higuain's heart stopping goal in the dying minutes won Real the title.

Real Madrid 4 : 1 Barcelona - What could get better than this ?


Yes, another person I felt especially happy for is none other than Ruud van Nistelrooy. My heart was just filled with warmness as I watched him coming out from the substituition bench and scored from the spot kick after coming back from an ankle operation. Thank you so much, Ruud.

Now it's up to Manchester United, to put my happiness bar to a higher level, and I know they will !



I haven't been touching these shiny lil' golden bottons for days =X
Anyway, I'll consider that MYE is over for me already, when all that's left are craps . . .

Hmmm, I'll be spending my last day of sweet 16 today before I hit 17,
and I'll damn well make it a memorable one (:
It's already 5am and I still cannot seem to fall asleep, excited ? Maybe.

Friday, May 2, 2008

Swim in the lake of death, eaten by crocodiles

The very special birthday cake, hahaha!

So we had our celebration/dinner at some coffee shop at Depot Road, heh. But, the most probably ranked number 1 western food stall is located there, Botak Jones. Heard of it before or not, it was my first time dining there and it' really ambrosial (:

After dinner was followed by our traditional overnight cycling, haha.
As usual, we were all half asleep when we're heading to the bus stop after locking up our bikes.
Surprisingly, I wasn't as tired as the previous overnight emprise, I stayed awake throughout the whole bus ride home playing Weng's Psp, heh.

Those sleepy heads, hahaha!

I got myself a pleasurable as soon as I got home bath, I just feel so good to be home, as usual XD

And, the outcome of the Champions League semi-2nd leg final match between Chelsea and Liverpool was already expected, but it wasn't expected to be the well stretched till extra time.
Chelsea 3
Drogba 33, 105
Lampard 98(pen.)
Liverpool 2
Torres 64
Babel 117

21st May 2008
Champions League Grand Finale located at Moscow.
MANCHESTER UNITED v CHELSEA
Yes yes, Chelsea can get the first. They already got the 1st runner up for the Carling Cup, soon they'll be 1st runner ups for the Premier League and the Champions League, haha!
And United will clinch the ultimate glory, carrying the word "Champions" up high and proud . . .


By the way,
HAPPY LABOUR DAY!
It's gonna be my hibernation day, haha!