Body shaking, darkness fading ~

Republic Poly fucked me up . . . And it's also the last day of ITE enrollment, and so my I've gotten into my JAE posted choice, accounting in the East College, Simei. Sighs, kinda disappointing though . . . I'm prepared though . . . Well, fretting for a while doesn't harm, I'm just gotta get over with the disappointments and live with it, make full, good use of what I'm exceptionally good at, get to a better poly rather than RP, certainly, in two years time.
Yes, it's one heck of a long route, detour . . . But at least it does bring me somewhere.

At least, I don't need to wear anything like a uniform, nor I need to think of the different outfit every single day . . . Just black pants, and a white polo T, lol.
I just need to make myself feel good and comfortable about it, I'm gonna work hard. I'm not just going into ITE for the sake of just going there to waste my time or delay my NS . . . The impression of me may be a little dented, to know that "Oh, he's from ITE", it surely sounds better, looks nicer to show that I'm from Poly, oh well . . . I guess I deserved this, for playing too much last year. I guess no one would even be surprised that I'm in ITE.
Ah, whatever, it's not a bad place anyway, if I don't get influenced badly, I know I won't because I don't like those people myself, heh . . .
It's not the end of the world, it's a beginning, time to start working hard ? Certainly.
Thanks for all the consolations anyway, everyone, really (:
With inspiration I SHINE, With Imagination I SHINE, lol.


Met best friend in the evening, had steamboat at Tiong. And then bloody walked around Orchard, looked for CC's favourite Yuzu jam in which we couldn't find . . . And he also wanted to buy a bag from Zinc, and the outlet in Cineleisure changed into some skater's shop, ended up going home empty handed, haha!
But we did watched Street Fighter, Legend of Chun-Li, lol . . . Kinda stupid, Edmund Chen is such an embarrassment . . . And Chun-Li, a chinese girl, grew up and turned into a caucasian, haha!
It's just so twisted . . . I guess the Wolverine movie would be so much better.

Oh, there's work tomorrow morning, nights (:

Don't hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, you won't let me down

Lol, ended up skipping work today, feels great to be a part timer, although what I did really sucks, lol =p
And so, I went to school and collected my O's and graduation cert and stuffs, felt rather strange, awkward when I first stepped into the school, cause I was the first to reach and alone, lol. Weng skipped lessons, came and accompany me till everyone's here, and until Miss Tay persuaded him to go back to class, hahah . . .
Dilly dally here and there and finally we arrived at Purmei, played soccer.
Ball flew into the "forest", can't find, Matt and Ben went to Tiong to get a new one, lost it too to the dumb forest again . . . . . --"
Anyway, it's been effing long since I've played, my stamina just sucks to the coreeeee . . . .
Scored a few goals though, breath-taking ones, lol !
Had dinner at KFC, I had to beg to lend money to eat, how pathetic . . . Then slack for a few hours, until around 12am . . . Checked my account to find that $900+ has been transacted into my account, pay's here ! Now I'm definitely a more different person, a more confident and generous one, hah! :D

Tomorrow's DAE Result Day.
For the good, for the worst, I'm prepared . . .
RP, please take me in, I promise, I'll be a good boy, lol.

Give me one good reason why

1. Relatively quiet though, work was just fine . . .
2. Staff meal sucks today :\
3. Getting my O Level cert tomorrow.
4. Playing soccer tomorrow (:
5. Can't play for long cause there's work at 6 ):
6. Enjoy the Visa advertisement by Ben and Riyas right below, LOL !

Carry me, away away away ~

I felt a little rusty when I just started work today, but in an hour's time, I've gained back my sleek touches, absolute flawless moves, simply dazzling to the eyes, LOL !
Anyway, I have to admit I felt slower than before, but I have this excuse that I've stopped working for 7 days, it's good enough that I can produced such quality, and brag and brag and bragggg ~

Gonna drink, and have a hangover at work tomorrow, woo ! =p

ps: Winding back, even if winding back a month equals to winding back a day, slowly, maybe, I don't know, no hope put into anything, currently satisfied, just yearn the past, take my time, whatever time in the past I can get back, live again, whatever the outcome, doesn't matter, smile.

Tell me what it takes to see this through

Let me just take back my words of thanks and appreciation,
and then show you people my middle finger . . . _!_

I did not voice out anything for the 4 days doesn't mean I don't mind, I just do not want to spoil the mood, I just want everyone to be happy. And yet, I still got such a fucking nightmare . . .
Anyway, I just got to pay $75 for the whole chalet, and you paid the $200 deposit in which you could have got it back, you could have had fun without paying a single cent but now you're just gonna deal with this shit yourself, not my issue, and we might not be able to rent a place like that anymore, thanks alot huh . . .
It's not only me you affected, it doesn't really affect me that much, but it's a really big blow to others . . . And it's very embarrassing.
Studies aside, you're just useless . . .
Grow up, please . . .

I'm meeting best friend in a few minutes time, work tomorrow ! Lol.
Bye ~

Count it!

One year later
Met with death, miles, goodbyes
States, cities, friends all converted into time
Yet on the road
From family and home
It feels like, it just feels right

Show to show we saw the crowds grow
We played our hearts out,
We wore our throats down
And every drop of sweat that we bled has been worth it
Cause we earned it

We'll weather the rain, the sleet, the snow and oceans
Just to get through to you
We'll weather the rain, the sleet, the snow and oceans
Just to get through to you

Bringing this upon yourself

We're suppose to leave tomorrow morning, but decided to leave today . . .
I guess the chalet was rather boring ? I'm doing what I usually do at home . . . Played with my PS2, used my laptop (Thank goodness there's internet, lol), and read my book . . .

No alcohol, boo, I pathetically only had a bottle of Breezer by myself that's all . . . And my brother and friends were rather nice to give us some of what they bbq-ed. . . And also cleaning up the place, so here's just my appreciation, thank you ! :D

Nevertheless, there were still a fair bit of fun . . . Playing soccer/basketball late in the night like 3am at the circle basketball court, had long long night walks (Walked pass Red House but did not went in :\), first time I went to a mangrove swamp (nothing much though . . ), sat by the ocean with best friend then getting myself all dizzy at the playground, mahjong, rented 4 dvds and only watched one, haha! And the same old crappy stuffs we do as usual, I don't regret, I hope they had fun too (:

It's just the time with this bunch of people I'm cherishing right now, cause we might even lost contact maybe a few more years down the road. It may be boring and filled with nothingness, but I'm just happy after all. I don't know how long later we'll have a time like this again, or maybe never, who knows. . . Hopefully, there is . . . Sighs . . .

Link to photos.