Let me know that I've done wrong, when I've known this all along

"I'm the world's best predator, aren't I?
Everything about me invites you in - My voice, my face, even my smell.
As if I need any of that !
As if you could out run me, as if you could fight me off !
Don't be afraid . . . I swear . . . not to hurt you."

I made a big mess at the bar today,
and I just can't relax, can't possibly go to the toilet with orders left undone.
And then closing the bar was one heck of the fucking hell, lol !
I'm determined to master it, like how I've become a fantastic runner >_>
Nothing is impossible, cause I'm Edward Cullen . . .

Okay, enough of self-praising and bullshit, lol.
Goodnight (:

And so the lion fell in love with the lamb

"I would just hold on to the faith that,
in the end, that desire would win out over the others."

I finally started my day at the bar, making drinks/deserts, cashiering etc . . .
And the place was so dead today, from 10 to 6 there weren't more than 10 tables occupied, lol.
So it was rather an easy day ~

It's been long since I got home from work seeing a bright sky, usually it would be darkness already whenever I stepped out of Bugis, lol.
I don't even know why am I saying this,
maybe it's just some Twilight effect =X

Talking about Twilight, it just gets more and more addictive by every page, even though I've watched the movie already but the book, it just wants you to keep going on and on, lol.
I swear I would have finish the book in 2 days if I don't have work, haha !

And then . . .
I'm going to meet my gay friend, CC, right now (:

Will a second chance come around ?

He sighed. "Will you forgive me if I apologize?"
"Maybe . . . . if you mean it. And if you promise not to do it again," I insisted.
. . . . . .
. . . . . . . . .
. . . . . . . . . . .
"Then I'm very sorry I upset you." His eyes burned with sincerity for a protracted moment -


3 hours of my shift break today passed by rather fast, and I felt bad for QZ as he was stoning all the way beside me while I'm reading :\
I kinda had a sore throat today, and so I kept gulping down liquid to ease the pain, and so I visited the toilet quite frequently . . . Lol.

I just feel so speechless these days whenever I blog . . .
Ah, I'm just gonna watch United play right now ~

It's so hard to say that I'm sorry, I'll make everything alright

I was kinda distracted at work today, I didn't really talked much :\
I should feel grateful that nobody scolded me,
not even the customer when I spilled the drinks on him and all over the floor --"

Time really flies and I've worked here for a month already, lol.
I don't know what else to say,
just wanna go back to my world of Twilight now (:

Bye ~

Just as soon as I see you

It feels good, to see students in uniforms, holding books,
and I don't need to, haha !

Anyway, the Twilight movie has really cut off scenes from the book, I would be disappointed if I were to read it before watching . . .
I've only read a quarter of the book and there were quite some scenes not shown in the movie, like the part when Bella almost faint in Bio class while the teacher was demonstrating a blood type test and Edward Cullen carried her to the office, and also three other guys kinda like her, Eric, Mike and Tyler, and etc . . .
Readers would get what I mean, lol . . .
I'm getting a lil' obsessed with the book right now,
I kept calling myself Edward during work today, HAHAHA!
Oh no . . . . . . . . . :\

You guys may think I'm gay,
cause CC is at my house once again, lol !

Can you hear me say, don't throw me away

I was rather mad at work yesterday . . .
I reminded somebody to do something the previous day, and the next day nothing was done, and I had to it, bloody hell . . . Lol.
Nevermind . . . . .
She's a newbie anyway, hahaha!

Then . . . CC met me after work and our little dream came true, eating Pizza Hut's in between people who were "pathetically" eating KFC's, LOL !
Cause there was this time when we were eating KFC and a family beside us were happily eating Pizzas, so we told ourselves "Once we get our pay, we will be like them and others will be like us."
HAHAHA!
And late in the middle of the night, the two of us ate 20 over dollars worth of Mac over at Bukit Merah, moreover it was my treat, lol.

I've already spent almost $40 on food in one day ZZZZ . . .
Uh, just take New Year a reason for me to spend, LOL !
Whatever, I shall not spend my money like an idiot anymore.
I STILL GOT SO MUCH THINGS TO SAVE FOR ! :\

2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 :D

2008 was a year mostly filled with regret, and miserably goodbyes . . .
I hope I could let those good times roll again, sighs.

I don't know what to say, there's nothing I could think of . . .
I was in my room, reading Twilight which I've just bought yesterday, and the clock struck 12.
I could hear the fireworks booming from here and I felt like I have no bloody life, lol.
Can't help it actually, I have work tomorrow morning and I have no choice, I need to rest early . . .
Fortunately, work ends at 5pm for me on New Year's day, haha.

Anyway, I've got part of my pay already, and I couldn't resist buying stuffs that I like when I see them, like yesterday, I bought a t-shirt and belt from Freshbox once I knew I had money in my account, and then as I mentioned above, Twilight, lol.
I need to control, I still have a desktop I'm saving up for, haha !

Takecare people,
enjoy yourselves,
May this year bring you more birds and luck :D