All I need in this life is one thing to believe in

Having my 3 hours break again, split shift again . . .
At least, I'm working only till 10am today, and it's gonna be a very very busy night later on because it's a Saturday! ZZZZ !

I'mma relaxxxxx after that with CC and Gary, lol.
And Ong Wei Yuan is a pang seh kao . . .
Because of piercing his ear he doesn't want to join us, ahaha!


Manchester United's gonna kill off Sunderland tonight!
Hopefully Carlos Tevez will play (As Gary hoped for, ahaha!), as he scored 4 goals against Blackburn 2 days ago to send United in to the Carling Cup semi-finals (:
Too bad the Black Cats are without Roy Keane right now, lol.
Man United 5 - 3 Blackburn - Carling Cup Quarter Finals

ps: Good to hear from you! :D

Delusions of grandeur

Oh gawwwddd, so fucking tired, LOL.
I just finished work at 1am, and look at the time now !
1.51 am! and I have work at 11 in the morning ZZZZ . . .

Thank goodness, there's a free bus shuttle ride by my restaurant to send everyone home, the last one would be extremely unlucky, especially if you're living in the north area, which a few of my colleagues and managers are, hahaha!

Gah, anyway, it feels rather good, I've made great acquaintances for the past few days.
My work mates and managers are just entertaining, even at the busiest times, lol.
My outlet manager who is a lady said "Eh, very hot leh!"
Then my service manager who is a man replied "Strip luh, also nobody want to see. . . "
Hahaha! Cause she is rather overweight you see . . . lol ! =X
WHATEVER . . .
There's even free alcohol at the end of the day (:

I gotta go get some rest now,
Time check, now, 2.05am, boooo . . . .
Goodnight peepos! :D
ps: This time I'm really okay, hope you'll be too, soon. Okay? SMILE ! (:

I gave my all for you, now my heart's in two

Have you guys ever wondered why am I making such a rather drastic change?
LOL if you think it's for myself, heh. Nevertheless, partly, yes, just a lil' part, haha.
I guess most of you people who're close to me knows why . . .
You all may say it's the power of love, well perhaps ?

I'm a person who strongly believe that one should be him/her own true self, like how I used to . . . Maybe I was behaving rather notoriously, maybe extremely, lol.
But after certain circumstances, sometimes you'll just get desperate, and would do anything to pursue your hopes, dreams, ambitions, something you want really badly. . .
Some may cost the money, but some are just priceless, it's a matter of the heart . . .
I comes with sheer determination, perseverance, it's not just about the hard work, but also the heart work.

You may love others for who they are, but they might not treat you the same way . . .
And that is one of the reasons why people are changing, the world is changing, this asshole blogging in the middle of the night here is changing too.
Yes, I'll have positive effects on my myself, people start to praise me, I have a easier cash flow without spending on cigarettes, but all these do not even really matter . . .
I can behave like how I used to, people can hate me, lie to my parents for cash to buy cigarettes and then get broke very often, I don't care, I can take life very easy, the play before you think kinda attitude, 100% carefree . . .

But, It just take a single person to make you want to mend your ways, you want to leave yourself a good impression on the person, always. Some maybe be faking it which are most probably the majority, but the serious ones would willingly change for the ones they truly love . . .
If you think I'm one of the fakers, I can't comment on that, everyone has their own perception and I can't change that . . .
All I can say is, believe it or not, just wait and see, heh.

I used to think that I will never kick out smoking, but it's been 10 days since I've smoked, impressive, lol . . .
A friend told me " The world does not stop spinning because of a girl."
Well, the world does not stop spinning but my heart has stopped beating, haha! Just kidding, I'll be dead already --"
I'm not emo already anyway, I'm just not thinking so much right now . . .
As long as the other party is happy, and okay, I'm satisfied.
I'll do my best, give my best shot, and remember,
Hard Work + Heart Work = The Key To Success
LOL !

Perhaps, it's really the power of love, heh.

It's uncontrollable to think of you everyday

I'm having my split shift 3 hour break now, lol.
Gonna go back soon already, all the way till 11 . . .
Tomorrow's even more worst, until 1am ZZZZZ . . . .
Actually, it's okay, I don't mind anyway, hahaha!

Off I now . . .
Goodbye (:
ps: There will be sunshine and rainbow after the storm . . . Cheer up, smile alright ? :D

Until the day I die, I'll spill my heart for you

It's been a long time since I've felt like this,
Especially during dinner time, people are enjoying the food while I can only stare at the those tempting food like a fucking moron and work my fucking ass off, haha!
Anyway, one of my managers bought Mac for us at the end of the day :D
CC and Gary, be so jealous, I got a double cheese burger and you guys don't! LOL!
And my dad is too kind to fetch me home after work,
my lovely mom and sister tagged along too, heh . . .

I have split shift tomorrow and I hate it.
Like what am I gonna do for 3 hours ZZZ . . .
Most likely I'll go home, which is kinda stupid but I have no choice, lol . . .

I'm dead beat, diving into bed now, hahah . . .
Goodnight ! (:
ps:I just want you to know, with everything I won't let this go. These words are my heart and soul ...

Why did you do this to me? Why did you do this so easily?

First day of work
This job is way better than Seoul Garden and Toys 'R' Us, ahaha!
The managers are the by far the best ones compared to my previous employers and my colleagues are rather friendly.
Ong will be joining us (QZ and I) next week !
And. . . . The food looks very appealing, so do visit us at Shokudo, Bugis, LOL !
Anyway, I've switched to full-time which will fetch me $1.2k a month (:

I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence,
so please just break the silence . . .

I'll give you my heart on a string

Manchester City 0
Manchester United 1
Rooney 42
Manchester City V Manchester United

Cristiano Ronaldo seems to be in a bad mood recently, always playing with that irritated expression, haha . . . Eventually, he got sent off --"
Whatever it is, Wayne Rooney scored the winner, United won the Manchester derby and bagged all 3 points (:


Chelsea 1
Djourou 31(o.g.)
Arsenal 2
van Persie 59, 62
Chelsea V Arsenal

Robin van Persie, scored two goals to equalize and win the game for the Gunners.
Who cares if the equalizer's supposed to be ruled out for offside ?
All I care is that Chelsea are gonna slip up that's all =p


Gary and WY came over to my place last night to watch the matches . . .
Drank wine and then liquor, haha!
I'm not gonna elaborate about their drunken state,
I'll be an asshole if I do so, LOL.

Went to Bugis with QZ just now to get our shirts and apron for work.
Gonna start working tomorrow already (:
I want a laptop.
I want a desktop now, heh.

Tell me all of your hopes, all of your dreams
I want you to take me there
Tell me all of your hopes, all of your dreams
I want to take you there
And tell me everything, every breath
I want you to know I’ll be there
There’s just one more thing, one request
I want you to take me with you

Take me with you,
I will never let you down, and I will love you now and forever

ps: For the last time, just for lunch, okay? Just take it as I'm asking you out ask as a friend. I won't prompt you anymore, just tell me when you see this or whenever you feel like answering me. I'll be waiting . . . . You're the reason why I'm changing.